Showing posts with label MercyMe. Show all posts
Showing posts with label MercyMe. Show all posts

Monday, March 14, 2016

In the midst of Him, even in the noise!

It's been a busy, busy last few days.  This past weekend was my "Scrapbook Retreat" weekend!  It was a wonderful time talking, laughing and actually getting a bit of scrapbooking done.  I managed to get about 45 pages done - far less than my previous record-setting 78 pages, but I had a great time anyway.  I spent more time on several of the pages than I usually do and I am very pleased at the results.  However...... lots of late nights and a time change make for a very tired Monday.

The time change showed up at Gwen's this morning when the girls all slept in much later than normal.  Zeke had to get up to go to school with Gwen, and it was slow going for him!  So needless to say we had a quiet morning.  Wait a minute.........that is a very poor choice of words!  Today was NOT QUIET!  There was music and singing and dancing and videos playing and, well, you get the idea.  But in the middle of that, this was Anna today........
The little pigtails just made her look SO OLD!  And then to add to that, she has become quite the dancer and can actually do several of the girl's dances that they are practicing for their upcoming recital!  It is beyond amazing how much she has learned, just by watching the older girls.  I have a feeling that when she finally starts "pre-ballet" (which isn't until the fall of 2017!) she will already have a good "vocabulary" of dance steps.  This picture reminded me of this one.......
This, of course, is Gwen in her first pigtails!  No question that Anna belongs to Gwen!  Once again, I am so glad that I have these photographic reminders that confirm my feeling that Anna is the spitting image of Gwen!  

Yes, it was a noisy but very fun day today with the kids.  I had a meeting this evening so I stayed until after dinner.  It was a long day and as I was driving home after my meeting this song was playing on the radio......

Word of God Speak
By MercyMe

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say


Word of God speak
Would you pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That you're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In your holiness

Word of God speak

I'm finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay


I was thinking how interesting it was that my day had been so NOISY and then this song reminds me that in the quiet I will hear His voice.  This morning, my small group had a "flurry" of text messages around several different devotions about the need to REST!  My day did not feel very restful.  But when I heard this song I realized that being still and quiet is a choice that I have to make....whatever the circumstances that are around me.  I don't think that I spent much this past weekend being quiet or still. And today was noisy and busy.  But still, I am sure that Jesus - the WORD OF GOD - was speaking to me... just as the song says
Word of God, Speak

I'm finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
What a comfort it is to know I am always in the midst of Jesus, no matter what is going on around me.  And during those times that I feel so disconnected and far away from Him, all I need to do is rest and breathe and ask....Word of God, Speak!  Even when I don't even know what to say... what to pray about, I don't need to say anything!  How amazing.  

Won't you join me today and simply stop, rest and be still and then ask "Word of God, Speak"? What a great reminder that the rest and the quiet and most of all - the Word of God - is right there for us.  Yes, I really needed this today.  

Jesus, thank you so much for music - even when it loud and seemingly unending and when those lyrics speak right into our spirit!  Holy Spirit, help us all to remember that we are in the midst of you! Thank you for time with family and friends.  And thank you for the laughter and joy and energy of children.  Amen  

Thursday, January 15, 2015

It's all about the process....and the collision

So once again, it is a song that completely got me today.  The song is by MercyMe,,,,The Hurt and The Healer.  You need to stop, click on that link and listen to this song.  The video that I posted contains the lyrics so you will be able to read them, as the video plays.  And here they are.......


Why?
The question that is never far away
The healing doesn't come from the explained
Jesus please don't let this go in vain
You're all I have
All that remains
So here I am
What's left of me
Where glory meets my suffering
I'm alive

Even though a part of me has died
You take my heart and breathe it back to life
I'll fall into Your arms open wide
When the hurt and the healer collide

Breathe
Sometimes I feel its all that I can do
Pain so deep that I can hardly move
Just keep my eyes completely fixed on You
Lord take hold and pull me through
So here I am
What's left of me
Where glory meets my suffering
I'm alive
Even though a part of me has died
You take my heart and breathe it back to life
I'll fall into Your arms open wide
When the hurt and the healer collide

It's the moment when humanity
Is overcome by majesty
When grace is ushered in for good
And all our scars are understood
When mercy takes its rightful place
And all these questions fade away
When out of the weakness we must bow
And hear You say its over now
I'm alive
Even though a part of me has died
You take my heart and breathe it back to life
I'll fall into Your arms open wide
When the hurt and the healer collide

Jesus come and break my fear
Awake my heart and take my tears
Find Your glory even here
When the hurt and the healer collide
Jesus come and break my fear
Awake my heart and take my tears
Find Your glory even here
When the hurt and the healer collide
Jesus come and break my fear
Awake my heart and take my tears
Find Your glory even here

I love that this song seems like the writer has read my journals.  I love that it starts with the WHY question.  I don't know if I will ever stop asking that question.  Sometimes it is the first thing that I pray, sometimes it is the last thing, sometimes it is the only thing.  And I love the second line.  The healing doesn't come from the explained.  It is easy to think that the hurt would leave if only we had an explanation...a cause... for Lucas' death.  But the truth is, there is no answer that would take away the hurt.  The healing comes only when the hurt collides with THE healer!   I love the second verse...a plea to help us keep our eyes on Jesus and than asking that Jesus takes hold and pulls us through.  And then there is the last verse.....break my fear.. awake my heart and take my tears..find your glory even here.

I love the video with this song.  They actually "collide" the words hurt with healer.  It is a visual that I will be remembering.  I know that I am not the only one that has been touched by this song.  Or that WILL be touched by this song.  I am just so thankful for the talented musicians that are pressing in and listening to Jesus.  What a gift it is to be touched by music.  And to be able to reach Jesus through music.  

After listening to this song several times, I was thinking of my past experiences with healing.  In every case, that visual of the hurt colliding with Jesus the healer, is very accurate.  In 1999, I experienced a dramatic healing from COPD and Asthma.  Before the "collision", most every breathe hurt.  At the point of healing I also experienced the love of Jesus in a way that is really beyond words. I know that this hurt and grief that is in my life now, will not vanish in a dramatic healing.  It will be a process that will happen when I keep my eyes on Jesus.  He will pull me through this.   I am especially thankful that there is no limit on the hurt colliding with the healer.  It is a something that happens minute by minute. I know that I will be waiting for that next collision.  Because in that, there will be more healing.  

Jesus, thank you for the wonderful musicians that we have.  Continue to bless them with your presence, your words, your music.  Thank you for these healing words that washed over my spirit today.   Holy Spirit, there are many hurting people who desperately need to experience that collision with Jesus.  Draw them closer even as they may be asking the "why" question.  Help me to keep on looking at Jesus and let me welcome the collision.   Amen